She's A BrickIt is something I do when my mind is shut off, when the boundless sky rests it's head on the warm olive landscape. This is where you will find me; drowning in summer, choking on borrowed air. It is an anthology, a collection of the ghosts of my past, present, and future. This is where you will find me; where the malingering spirit of my childhood rests, arm over arm. I will lay with my face pressed to his face, proving that the fraternal bond we share will not outlive time; proving that I am not what I have become, but what I wish to be. This is where you will find me; disproving proof. I will cShe's A Brick
I Used To Rule The World.We are so small. We are all so small. It isn't just the contrast between our bodies and the mountains, or the seas. It is us juxtaposed with the cosmos. We are laughably small. There is no logic behind the fact that we exist, and that our neurological patterns yield completely unique, totally flawed individuals. There is no ripple in the oceans, not even if that ripple were caused by a nuclear explosion. Our entire solar system could combust and it would be of no cosmic consequence. So why does this matter so much?I Used To Rule The World.
The trip to Chicago gave me a little perspective. Not enough to feel like I've really
They Know You At The Mac StoreThere is no order in the universe. I used to think there was but I was wrong. There is a pain in my heart. It's more like my head. I wish someone, someone important would take notice and come to my fairy tale style rescue. It is my own selective blindness and trust that sets me up, before someone tears me down. I'm tired of being this person that I am not. I want to be the person that I see myself becoming. A better person with standards who wouldn't allow this to continue and would write everything off and move on. Every passing day makes it worse and every painful detail makes me sick. It doesn't matter because all it takes is a kind word aThey Know You At The Mac Store
I Am Still Not Getting What... School has started and I am going through the motions. This is one of them. I am staying awake until an ungodly hour trying to finish homework. Then I am going to try to handle my day with very little sleep. It is difficult. I know that I am very close to falling back into my routine, which will allow me to sleep. Hopefully it will allow me to calm down. I haven't been able to see clearly since school has started. There has just been too much. Too many stresses, too many problems, to much of everything.I Am Still Not Getting What...
Every action has consequences. It is as though no one realizes that. For months I feel
